I’m really worried I’m going to fail because of my attendance. I have to attend 80% of classes to pass but because I just rehearse so late and run myself down I can never wake up and I end up missing so many classes. But I’ve had the realisation now at least that I need to pick my shit up. However next week I’m missing a class on Thursday and the whole of Friday for my mums birthday and I shouldn’t but it’s too late now and I’m worried about what will happen, actions have consequences etc. I’m also missing Monday’s classes because I’m in Brighton all weekend, but I just wanted a break from CONSTANT rehearsals and performing and recording and accompanying and MUSIC.
